wishing

i miss that bear alot . it was my favourite , i bring it everywhere i go . and i will keep hugging it n sleep with me .. but since then i was with 'someone' she threw that bear and from there every day we fought .. frm here eu may know how much i appreaciate yourself  , your love and yourself .
i may not seem to be faithful to you . but honestly , even i was attach to  'someone' my heart , mind and soul was on you . i give eu a hint that i wanted to be with eu bck then , but unfortunetly , i was rejected :( and u're attach ..
but i understand how it feels when u're in love ..  dear , i really mish our past . i fetched eu after school , we when to long john silver buy our lunch/dinner , haha ..
but when i look back , i told myself i was seriously stupid . i don't understand why must i run to other girls when there's eu right infront of my eyes . i don't know what i want . but now , things have changed , i can't relay on our past . i'm trying to moved on . but everywhere i went there will ALWAYS have a memories kept there ..

hiash . baby , i don't know what to do ald. ive give up till eu know what im doing now.. and especially my bed .. i aways cry before i went to sleep . i still remember u guys said eu guys lazy to go off , coz my bed was damn comfory.. haha .


Dear , do eu think i may have the 2nd chance to show you how deep my love for eu?


i wish to get that hug i used to get before eu went home .. and the quick kiss .. haha its vey cute ..
but i know i won't get it .. :[

dear, no matter who you're attach to , i'll always be there for you to talk to aite.. and even to punch .
cause i know eu wont hurt that person unless that person make up trouble with eu ..

gTg .. nYteS dEaR . mIsH yOu ..<3