ALL bOuT Mis3Lf

2010-10-13T21:53:00.000-07:00

The biggest risk a heart can take,
A second chance, it’s there to make.
Turned into three, there can’t be four,
Gone from your life, if it turns more.

One life we lead, to walk this land,
At times it’s hard, at times it’s grand.
Mistakes we’ll make, through them we grow,
It’s far too hard to see you go.

If you do care, then I believe,
We’ll make it through, this time to grieve.
And out the other side we’ll go,
Through, thick, through thin, through rain through snow.

The future comes, the past, forgot,
Dishonesty, it starts to rot.
As I sit here thinking about you
My face is wet with tears past due

just wished that one day
you come back to me..

2010-10-13T21:13:00.000-07:00

You will never know, the way I feel inside.
In my heart, my head and my soul.
You will never know, how I yearn and ache and pine inside.
How it hurts my heart, my head and my soul.
You will never cry, until the day that I must die and know what it is in my heart, my head and my soul.
For all eternity, my one and only true love, my heart's one and only true desire.

wishing

2010-10-13T11:12:00.000-07:00

i miss that bear alot . it was my favourite , i bring it everywhere i go . and i will keep hugging it n sleep with me .. but since then i was with 'someone' she threw that bear and from there every day we fought .. frm here eu may know how much i appreaciate yourself , your love and yourself .
i may not seem to be faithful to you . but honestly , even i was attach to 'someone' my heart , mind and soul was on you . i give eu a hint that i wanted to be with eu bck then , but unfortunetly , i was rejected :( and u're attach ..
but i understand how it feels when u're in love .. dear , i really mish our past . i fetched eu after school , we when to long john silver buy our lunch/dinner , haha ..
but when i look back , i told myself i was seriously stupid . i don't understand why must i run to other girls when there's eu right infront of my eyes . i don't know what i want . but now , things have changed , i can't relay on our past . i'm trying to moved on . but everywhere i went there will ALWAYS have a memories kept there ..

hiash . baby , i don't know what to do ald. ive give up till eu know what im doing now.. and especially my bed .. i aways cry before i went to sleep . i still remember u guys said eu guys lazy to go off , coz my bed was damn comfory.. haha .

Dear , do eu think i may have the 2nd chance to show you how deep my love for eu?

i wish to get that hug i used to get before eu went home .. and the quick kiss .. haha its vey cute ..
but i know i won't get it .. :[

dear, no matter who you're attach to , i'll always be there for you to talk to aite.. and even to punch .
cause i know eu wont hurt that person unless that person make up trouble with eu ..

gTg .. nYteS dEaR . mIsH yOu ..<3

miss you

2010-10-13T10:34:00.000-07:00

you=will never know bout my feelings.

WE may not be together animore..

BUT,

feelings are still feelings.

yes,past is past.

BUT

if eu love that someone eu cnt just let go of it

as eu noe ive hurt eu alot..

WITH TEARFUL EYES
MY HEART SAYS YES
WITH BREATHLESS STEPS
MY SOUL SAYS GUESS

but i noe my heart..

but the sad things is

u're att,

eu're nt gonna come back to my arms..

all i got now is just a memories of us..

n my love for eu..

but no matter what

ive to be strong..

dats if i can take it.

im weak ald. i cant bare the heart ache animore

thats why i treat girls are previous as a glass.

i did dream of eu.

i even did went to vivo

just because i miss being with eu..

i dun mind if u're ugly,fat,pretty,sweet of wat ever.

for me its how eu treat my love for eu.

i just wished one day my dream come true..

im gonna repay my 2nd chance by

treeating eu well,precious,cared for,being love n feel secure

all i need from eu is just ur HEART

i may not being perfect guy. bt im willing to give eu

my love even if eu need or don't need.

sincerely deep down my heart i still do love eu.

i still do care bout eu..

i view ur profile and even wonder if u're alright out der..

im not gonna say more..

im not gonna let my tears out when i know i won't get that person

im just wishing to god ,

letting me another chance to make eu feel precious n safe when u're with me.im gonna sleep i cnt take it.. i didnt sleep and eat for 2 f

im so sorry

2010-10-13T10:03:00.000-07:00

I am sorry for everything i did wrong.
I am sorry for hurting you so much.
I am sorry for putting you in so much pain.
you deserve much better. i realize now what i lost,and im sorry for what my lesson costs.
i wanna change now for the best,
so someday i can stand out among the rest.im sorry i never understood the way you cared.but now life without you makes me scared!
im sorry for never joking around,
and breaking your heart without makin a sound.
i hope i can be with you again someday,but for now it seems such a long ways away!